I know i should write this like nong nong ago @19thfeb. But I was busy and you know I was rushing here and there with studio projext and your successfully 3 celebrations altogether.

Why here and not blog? Because tumblr is special and you are too. This is no angkatz shitz or nothing got to do with making up with not replying and calling you for a day. 

Fida, Ive known you for like about 4 to 5years now and its so funny how we first met and how bitchy i was towards you. We’ve been trough a lot. Im so proud having you everytime i need you and you are just like a helpline/24hour Mcdonald service kinda thing. I love you and its more than love love we have for shanky or for wan or for farhan or for L. Its totally more than that! 

Sec1, we weren’t that close and we start to bond only early sec2 and such. There weren’t anything special about us. And i keep finding for it… our speciality that every bestfriends have. 

We got even more closer and shared secrets and cry together and be there for each other. You are wayyyy wiser and became my ‘life-turner’. Every small or big the problem is, I will definitely turn to you. You are not like other bestfriends standing up for my rights or support whatever i said. You have your own points and that taught me A LOT. Thank you.

You dont stick to me 24/7 or got angry if im with coolkids or other friends. You are not like any other bestfriend who got jealous of small little things even if you will to one day, Please don’t because i will always turn back to you. 

When it comes to boys and depression i always find a solution on how to make it right and such but the answer is so obvious. The solution is you. Everytime we meet, i will always laugh and never gets bored and now i can see where the speciality comes from. Its our language that no one understands and how we laugh hysterically at something we see funny or just want to act bimbotic like totally ‘i nak paint bilik i royal purple gitu kan!’ See you are laughing now right?

Fida, i dont know what else to say this just comes automatically trough my brain and im not prepared for this letter but! I just have to let you know this before i go off to KL and then you to phuket. You were always there for me that sometimes i think you pampered me too much and then its always you listening to me. Even if we are heading to anywhere or even shop for clothes. I think its not fair. 

Ive been thinking about you lately and start worrying cause its in 1day you are away. The nightmares about you doesn’t help at all. If God permits, everything will be fine and i hope you will be fine too what more Im not there saying goodbye to you or even help you for the last minute pack up. Okay I try not to think that something is going to happen BECAUSE i dont want it to happen at all. Okay okay I shall put that in mind. I hope you, Lv, busu, lisa, hady will return safely with my maxi-s and monk bag-s. Okay just kidding! I have a surprise for you but please, Just be safe :)

I know you dont like attention like that but as long as you are my bestfriend, you can share the limelight, im okay with that ^.^